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moved to http://xowednesday.livejournal.com

posted by airbender @ 11:41 PM 0 comments

site update.

wheeeee! it's been quite a while since i last update. a week already i guess. actually, i've been updating at my lj site. in other words i will use that more often. i won't close down this site. i'll probably find some other uses for it.

http://livejournal.com/users/yoursrottenly

RE-LINKING IS NICE BUT IT IS NOT A MUST.
you don't have to re-link me in other words. i'll leave this site as it is.

:D

[continuation]
i'm using this site as my so-called layout place. because sometimes my blogskins is screwed up so yes, i have two skins here. both of the same concept i guess.

features random models
http://freewebs.com/myrhapsody/modgrey.htm

features random models
http://freewebs.com/myrhapsody/modpurple.htm

features ashlee simpson
http://freewebs.com/myrhapsody/ashlee.htm

features the used
http://freewebs.com/myrhapsody/theused.htm

do comment about the layouts on my tagboard.

posted by airbender @ 4:58 PM 0 comments

LJ account.

HEY PEOPLE!!
If you do have a Livejournal account, do add me up yeah?
http://livejournal.com/users/yoursrottenly

if i do know you that is.

posted by airbender @ 11:42 PM 0 comments

A part of me died when I let you go

The 3M course yesterday was fine. Made some new friends. After it ended, Sid and me went to Bugis where i got a green tee for myself. and the auntie was very friendly and it was her son who designed the tees. really cool. and i want to go to bugies again. so many things but not much cash.

I hope there is a mall at Tiara because watching my cousins play in the water theme parks for hours can get boring. Apparently i have to watch, i can't play. You don't have to understand what i'm saying.

And my sister's posted to Canberra Sec. sigh. So near yet so far. hahahahahahahah!

posted by airbender @ 8:34 PM 0 comments

well, my sister, my dad and i watched spongebob squarepants. and my dad laughed.
i find that weird that an adult actually laugh when watching spongebob. i thought only homocidal maniacs like me laugh when watching spongebob.
and my dad said spongebob is nice to watch.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

I feel unhealthy again because i ate mushroom swiss double just now.
i'm off to a maths thing tomorrow with shahidah.
i'm off to Tiara at Negeri Sembilan at Malaysia for the weekends.

i want to get more cds.
i want a pair of those converse sneakers.
i want more tops.
and i feel like changing url again.
-groans

serious. i've thought of a couple of names. i warn you, i suck at words.
never mind. i'll leave it till tomorrow to think of new names.

oh wait, i'm sleeping over at granny's tomorrow. which is COOL!
and my sister's going to know where she's posted at on thursday.
i can't wait.

posted by airbender @ 11:16 PM 0 comments

playing: I Stink - mary and her little lambs

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
gagaguguggooguemc rjvnrvmrkevm.

i'm feeling very unhealthy.
this is because i had zinger and pepsi TWICE today.
i really need to go for a jog. or a run. or a jog since i will have a heart attack if i run seeing my unhealthy condition.

MST today, which stands for Mental Skills Training btw because there are a lot of blurheads out there who i have to explain countless times what the hell is MST.

Watched people paint and painted a bit.

Granny's place then where i slept. and i still feel sleepy. i think i lack sleep because my head is spinning and my eyes are heavy.
and i did some english homework. i don't mind starting on history now but my notes are in a mess and how to start?!

2 weeks more before school reopens and the TESTS. the tests that will determine whether you will be promoted fully or something like that. which doesn't make sense. why can't they write
results: pending or something. it's really stupid. we get promoted and then if we fail these tests, we will be downgraded. i <3 my funny school.

aah yes. i heard the n level results this year dropped for our school.
looks like the pressure is on for us then.
crazy o's.

sometimes i am scared about the future.

posted by airbender @ 9:54 PM 0 comments

I don't know where to look because all the options sounds like crap.
My parents aren't historians nor are they history teachers.

ooh boy! i've a long way to go.
anyway, i submitted this skin i'm using currently. wow. loads of free time.
anyway, do comment and rate.
my acc is twistedmind btw.

sun yat sen, here i come.

posted by airbender @ 7:02 PM 0 comments

The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage

Panic! At The Disco is nice. My computer sucks big time. I can't listen to songs on purevolume & myspace.

Anyway, new layout is up. I like the image only, minus the text. Hahah! Who cares. I'll probably be sending some of my skins to blogskins. Probably. If i have the time. Right now, i'm off to finish my History essay on Sun Yat Sen.

posted by airbender @ 5:10 PM 0 comments

As you can see, my blog is in a mess. quite a mess. i have no comment board nor a tagboard currently. i'm working on a new layout. i like how the image turned out but hopefully it looks good once everything is done. i've used the computer for quite a while so i'll finish the layout and upload it by tomorrow.

i slept for more than 10 hours altogether yesterday, yet i feel tired.
and i really want to re-join netball. 'cept that o'level is next year, and like what aidah said
''our time management is very poor so just put aside the idea first."

i just don't get it. they really haven't understand me wholly. they don't know what is going through my mind. they don't know what i plan to do. all they want me is to change into a real girl so quickly. i do admit, i am a little agressive at times. i am unlike other people. i change bit by bit. i don't change overnight.
i know i can be rude at times, but all the time? no, right. besides, i'm not the bitch in the family who trows tantrums or show her attitude.
well let me tell you this. i don't show my feelings. i don't show my attitude. in other words, i bottle things ups.
that's the reason i never share stuff with you nor with my friends. because i don't think you'd understand me.
i'm trying my best to soften up, be more like a girl, but yeah, sometimes you see the aggressive side of me, but that's what you always comment on.
why don't people look at the good side of others and not always on the bad side?
i love being who i am. that's why i find it quite hard to change some part of me. but i know, some parts do need changes. but i'm slowly doing it.

my aggressive days are over for me. it's primary school.
i'm not who you think i am. i am not someone you can understand so well. i'm not someone who can change overnight. and defenitely not someone who shares her secrets around with family or friends.

because i'm not like that. so why can't you accept that fact?

it's things like this that turns me off. i wish i have someone who i can really trust. i just don't get the comfort of sharing things with people, be it best friends or anyone. no offence but it's true.
i'm not trying to be different but i'm just like that. not that people can't be trusted or i can't trust people, i just can't let it out.

posted by airbender @ 10:20 PM 0 comments

I'm finally back from camp. 4 days and 3 nights in school.
there were times of fun and laughter, and there was pain.
waking up in the wee hours of the morning doing push-ups, sit-ups & whatever.

my neck, shoulders, arms, stomach & legs are aching.
& i'm still sleepy even though i slept in the afternoon just now.

no more sleeping bags. no more queueing up to use the shower. and no more waking up in the morning.

it's good to be back.

posted by airbender @ 9:33 PM 0 comments